Online Diary I AM SNAA: 2013

Friday, June 7, 2013

More tough


hye worlds, hye friends.
my days become more tough from day to day. 
feeling tired and all sorts of feelings like anger, sadness, and stress already become my habits.
several months earlier has become a bit tough moment for me as I have to go through all those shits thingy that made me sucks and of course bothersome. I tried to face all those bullshit that bombarded me.
But WHO I AM ? Im still a human that always weak and easily give up whenever im being tested. 

I know that i shouldnt being such a loser person. every person was given several chance to change.
change from bad to good. change from a loser to a winner. change from being so annoying to more pleasing.
And thats why I always told myself. "No one can change you until you change youself  ." Yes, you may said that chance can come to you anytime. but is it means that you can just ignore the chance, stayed like a beggar who expect something that is not sure yet he can get or not. Of course you need to do something.

Well, I hope im still not too late to change myself. my journey still long. SPM is just around the corner. And Im not prepare anything. NOTHING. Im used to procastinate my works until I got mad with my teachers.
Guys, pray for me. pray that i can change this ME. 

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Friday, March 29, 2013

Hostel


hello.meet ME again, wani :)
im sure all of u missing me right ? haha  perasannya kau wani.

ok act nak bagitau yang esok aku dah balik hostel. 
Ye HOSTELL!!!! warghhhhh nak nangis rasanya. 
dahlah balik pun lambat sebab ada extra class.

A week is like a day. too fast the times past by. 
tapi bila kat hostel rasa macam lambat je masa tu berlalu. 
macam kura kura yang lambat berjalan tuuu., hmmm.
dahlah balik lagi nanti pun kena tunggu sebulan. 
ONE MONTH TAU TAKK ! ye, sebulan.,, dan semestinya makanan
and other stuff kena banyak untuk stok masa kat dalam tuu..

Life there is like a prisoner. That hostel is like a prison.
ya, penjara.. tapi penjara tu jugak yang aku pilih.
And thats the fact yg aku kena terima.

balik hostel tak jadi masalah, tapi balik sekolah tu yang jadi masalah. ye, balik hostel seronok sebab tapi tang nak balik sekolah tu yang lemah. tapi kalau tak pergi sekolah pun kan bila masa nak pandai kann kannnn??? bila masa nya nak dapat 9A 10 11 A semua tu kannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn?

ye, dan itulah hakikat yang aku kena terima as a student.

yes, im still a student, dan title student tu takkan hilang selagi aku tak capai cita cita aku. Dan aku harap sekarang aku dah sedar yang aku nak SPM tahun ni. Yes SPM. 
SPM yang menentukan masa depan aku.


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Thursday, March 28, 2013

Friends


Hello meet ME again, wani :)

Today I want to share my thoughts about friends.
seems special right ? Im sure all of u also got friends either 1,2,3...

Friends.
Friends are someone who always keep in touch with us whenever we live , study and stay. It is hard to find a good friend, either boy or girl, since we also not good enough for them. Yeah, nobody is perfect right ? Old folks always said, find a good friend, so you will be good too. Actually Im not agree with this thought. Our attitude not only depends on our friends' attitude. but its also related to ourself. Like my sister always said, "pokok pangkalnya diri sendiri". 

Friends.
Friends will be our ears to listen for our problems either good or bad news. So, everytime we have problem, if we feel the problems too heavy or its a burden to us, we should stories with them so maybe they can help us. In this life, it is not possible if we have been here about someone that cannot live without friends. It doesnt means they would die, but it means they dont have any supports from someone that called 'friend'.
This problem can happen from our mistakes / their mistakes.
So,please take care of your friends' feelings even they do not show their true feelings. Dont make this friendship break just like that. Just as easy as ABC.

NOTE THAT !!


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Homeworks


Hello meet ME again. wani :)

You know what ? actually Ive updated so many posts before but since this blog tooooo miserable and toooo ugly for sure. Ive changed them to this new look. Much better I guess,  LOLs.
and i feel free to make a new post. 

and for this post i wanna talk ( type act) about homeworks.
yes HOMEWORK ! im sure all of you must be loves and adores with this word right ? RIGHT ? 
Dont lie to me. I know you like them very much. HAHA. 
sounds like Im forcing you.

You know what,actually Ive made a poem (MAYBE its a poem) about this shitty thingy... Huh. Am I too bad for saying like that?
Well.let them be.
So, I would like to share my first work !

FRIDAY HAVE COME ,
AND HOMEWORKS START TO BE LIKE A MOUNTAIN,
BUT I THINK ITS A BAD LUCK,
SINCE I HAVE TO DO IT NICELY AND FASTLY.

EVERYTIME THE RAINS DROPPED, 
I STARTED TO FEEL CLAMSY AND SLEEPY,
AND THE HOMEWORKS BEING LEFT BY ME.

BUT, I KNOW I SHOULDNT DO LIKE THIS,
AS ONE DAY I WILL NOT BECOME LIKE WHAT I WANT TO BE.

SO, I WAKE UP AND CONTINUE MY WORKS,
COMPLETING THEM LIKE USUALLY I DID.


Actually this 'poem' Ive wrote in my journal. 
Actually this is not the origin since Ive changed some of the words to make it more nice and preety to read . 
so, enjoyed reading my first poem ._.
 

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